Trying to Comprehend

Why must things be so complicated? Seriously, why cant my life just ever fall into a perfectly peaceful place. Ive become so confused lately, its like everything has decided to jumble up on me. *Sigh* I guess this is the part where I pull myself together and try to straighten out my life. But my mind is saying "Again?". I think I am just going to relax and not worry about it this time. Even though my life is such a mess, so much messier than ever. And even though Im just itching away to solve every tiny problem that arises. No, I must stay still, and let the world run its natural course and solve itself.
I feel like chewing my head off, simply because of the fact that I know its physically impossible and may take me the rest of my life to accomplish. Maybe even longer. Anything at this point to distract myself from.... myself.

I just realized you have no idea what my problems are. Oh dear.
I suppose I could give you the basic rundown of all of the situations. I suppose.
But its late, and I am very tired. And I really dont feel like it.
Im making excuses, I know, but Ill tell all later. Just not now.
Toodles.

So hard to find

I never realized how much true friends mean. Especially when your life is in so much turmoil. They keep you grounded. Well, they are supposed to anyways. Mine just always seem to make my life more complicated. And that is no easy feat. My life is confusing enough already. Im just looking for someone to tell me that Im not crazy. That crazy, anyways. Somebody who will always be there for me and stuff. Is that too hard to ask? I guess so. But I will not quit! Ill find someone. Gosh, I sound desperate. Eww. Thats not good. At all. So thats when I leave to think about my situation even more. Farewell.

Since forever Ago.

Oh gosh, It has been so long since I have last posted.
I have a commitment problem. I really do. Its sad actually. I need to work on that.
Anyways... I have come to realize the importance of relationships. Good relationships that is.
Bad ones are very detrimental. The power of a good relationship is very underestimated.
Its because people tend to focus on the bad ones.
If you have a good relationship, keep it please.
Those of us without them will gladly keep them for you :)